ALL THE BOYS!

SO I just want to say.. as ever so regularly I should be revising for my english ORAL....However I keep getting stuck on the stupid internet!
I have decided that I desperately want a guy!!
But not so desperatly that I would just take anyone
I want to feel excited about seeing him
hearing his voice
getting messages from him
I want to fall in love with his smile his arms
His smell
I want to be held
I want to be in love



On the other hand this only encourages my fantasies.... can I please Have Finn Harries?!?!

okay bye

BX

Shakespeare here I come

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You know i think Life isnt about school , but then again what life do i have to spend it on anyway?



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Bipolar

I think Tarantino is the kind of person I could not talk to. In fact a lot of directors are..... To be continued

Position:Home

Geek charming

 So close before christmas and my step into adult hood, it seems like all I need is a incy wincy disney channel movie to make me smile and cry and get all fan girly

Problem with that?

Well the picture we are talking about here is, as the title might give away, "Geek Charming"

Being me that already attracted me some what, so I decided I would give it a shot.

Figures it stars modern family's Sarah Hyland... you know the chick that look like the absolute mirror image of a young Mila Kunis.. no big deal or anything!
Oh and her real life incredibly cute boyfriend. Matt Prokop.

So the plot:
Pretty simple cheesy teen flick: Popular girl is asked by film geek to play in his movie.

Opposite characters are joined through mutual goal. For her the film has to be a success to win blossom queen/prom queen or what ever and he...well just wants to win really, because it is his film.

Greatest thing or creepy thing, considering how attracted I am to this guy: the characters name is Josh Rosen. Coincidence?

Well the creepy familiarity is fine and all.... yes it is okay!

Anyhow long story short, she turns out to be super smart and awesome and they fall for each other happy end!

However his film friends includes this one girl who at first admires the guy and then basically is just shown the cold shoulder. While I relate to him.. lets face it I am this other chick. :/ awe well I guess I'll just end up having to settle, because why should I get the hot guy and all when she is so perfect and lovely and asfklaslf


It is a very sweet film can only recommend it!! :)

bday and all

http://www.amazon.de/gp/registry/wishlist/SKOL5A6QBIUM/ref=topnav_lists_2

Guess what it is my birthday soon (well that may be a bit exagerated, but it is in the same month :P)
Okay I know I haven't posted on here in a while but well why the fuck don't I do it now.

Okay I know it is selfish and all but this is kind of a mini tradition:

wish list:

Any cool geeky t shirts, jumpers anything (by cool I mean like superheroes and the like)

ANY GOOD MOVIES!!
DISNEY MOVIES

good books/audio books

Good music

Accessories

Handbags

Comics!

Anything that was chosen with thought really :)


Basically as long as you don't get me candles (except when they are fucking amazing and epic) I will be a happy girl :)

QUOTES

Robert Pattinson:“If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are. Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.”

Brandon Hall:“The reason girls cant find a good guy is because they look in the wrong places, go to a library. Guys at party are just looking for the next girl to fuck.”

Who am I?

I know life is supposed to shape you and, the experiences and the people you are around change and influence you... but the truth is I am afraid I have been taking that a little too seriously. Some how I always feel like I have to catch up with what every one else likes, does, watches. Yes of course I have my own hobbies and things I am into, but when I try to impress people, or talk to them I always seem to  what to be more like my friends, who are all cool and all these different characters, that I am just not. I want to be the cool girl who knows all this stuff that no one else knows about, and I want to be confident and flirty and adventurous. I want to be a party girl and go out and have fun, be free spirited so on.
Somehow I have been like a sponge all these years. Yes, my school life has always been about me inhaling what other people, including those my age, fed me. When I wanted someone to like me I would find out what they were into and I would be interested and well versed in that area in about a week. I don't even know what I really genuinely like anymore and I don't know what kind of person I am after trying to be like others.

I am nearly 18 years old and I haven't had this realisation properly, or more like, have I really changed? Maybe I am just meant to be a "follower"?