Geometry or How peripheral vision can fool you

So I had my math course these past days.
On the first day I come in and stand in the elevator with this very movie star kind of scruffy attractive guy. Figures we are going to the same place.
We go into the room.
I sit down on the third row next to a girl and he sits down in front of me next to another girl.
Being me I never really go further in my thoughts than those .00000003 mili seconds it takes my brain to form a brief fantasy of impossibilities. Because why bother?
And hey I was right.
Because this girl was skinny, very pretty and well from talking to her a bit and walking to the Ubahn with her later, relatively nice and sweet and cheeky and what ever guys like.
So CLEARLY he was into her.
I mean for me and my seating neighbor it was clear to see that every 3 seconds he turned to her, which looked very odd. I don't think she cared but you know didn't mind either, who would?
So any how day 2 we are in the elevator together again, he goes to sit on the other side of the room but still looks over (but I didn't realize it so strongly).
Day 3, so today, as I come into he building, already relatively late but the course hadn't started. the first person I see on the hallway was.. yes the guy. We all sit as before. But some how from the corner of my eye I could see him twitching, turning into my direction. And for a brief moment again I felt, maybe.. maybe you know. I mean maybe fate exists. I mean we met 3 times. I mean.. I don't know.
I guess I wanted it to be true but it wasn't clearly. Because he was still looking at her.
So apart form German math what have I learned.  Yes the good looking guys still go for the good looking girls. I should really get out of my fairytale life. But what can I do if I only feel attracted to those!! kljaklsfj Body the fuck? Why?

BX

ALL THE BOYS!

SO I just want to say.. as ever so regularly I should be revising for my english ORAL....However I keep getting stuck on the stupid internet!
I have decided that I desperately want a guy!!
But not so desperatly that I would just take anyone
I want to feel excited about seeing him
hearing his voice
getting messages from him
I want to fall in love with his smile his arms
His smell
I want to be held
I want to be in love



On the other hand this only encourages my fantasies.... can I please Have Finn Harries?!?!

okay bye

BX

Shakespeare here I come

blah blah ..tennis.. blah blah... still horny

So I went on a tennis trip this week, four days in den Haag. It was a really amazing trip even though we lost everything :)
I did however play an excellent game today to end the tournament:
I was playing for 7 or 8 place ( I know fail) against a girl I already beat the day before.
However I played so badly! We play to 9 games, and I was behind 3 to 8.
I had already given up, but by some sort of miracle, I managed to pull myself together and I WON!! I still can't believe it!! I caught up 5 games!!! and tie brake!

But this is not the point I am trying to bring across here. I am still incurably horny! I really am, as soon as I feel that I am the slightest bit attracted to a guy I feel the need to jump him! However my flirting skills have improved a big deal, and oh god I had so much contact with Patrick, also I realized he is super short! But that doesn't matter because he is HOT!! And I should know, after my game today, he congratulated me, and I tried really hard to avoid his hug, but he held me anyway and my face was right on his arm... and OMFG!!

Yes well sorry small spas right there

So it was quite embarrassing, cause  I was dropping of sweat... you can imagine.

So yes small insight on my horniness, once again.